Reality, indeed.
Reality is indeed cruel. :(
I've been treating people's advice like the wind that passes my ears.
Now that i've realise how far i've led myself to...
I felt like a fool.
Fool, indeed.
Finally Awake? Should be..
This stubborn girl here....
Feeling so restless now.
So many WHYs, so many SHOULD HAVEs...
Why must I be so foolish..
Why must I make myself so miserable..
Why must I....
Why must I....
I should have listen to those advices..
I should have worked on it..
I should have....
I should have....
I'm sorry, my friends...
I've let all of you down... :(
All of you have been the best..
This useless girl here...
Finally admit to life's cruelty.
Waaa............................
I need You, Lord. :(
Need You to give me...
Strength to carry on to get through with this obstacle.
Comfort to cure the hurt I'm having.
Love to keep me protected.
Your Whole to keep me going on.
Hah, Those who are unaware of the problem..
Must have been wondering what is it, actually?
Haha. It might be what you think AND might not be what you think.
So don't assume. haha. :D
Just part of life problems..
Well, I'll get over it.
So yea, problems gonna be solve. :)
I believe it will be..
I learnt a lot from today's sermon. :)
Though i'm little late.
Today's sermon, really was for me.
Thank God for answering my prayers.:)
(1)Belief -> (2)Decision -> (3)Outcome
I believe that I can get through all this.
Therefore, I'll change my ways and my thoughts(decision).
Not to carry on this foolishness.
Hence, i believe the outcome will be different and better of course.
Although the process is gonna be tough..
Just like renovation, the process very messy.
But the outcome of renovation, beautiful. :D
I want it that way.
Your way. :)
♥With Love,Zhenyi. :3